It's at times like these i feel like i'm so worthless and unimportant in your eyes. No i dont think its jealousy, but it's just about being a little more fair to me. When will you ever understand me because you think you know me,but you really don't. I'm so tired of trying to reason things out with you because it just leaves the both of us breathless and back to square one where nothing is settled. She tried talking to me and explaining but i still cant seem to accept your approach of things, will a little straight forwardness kill? How come everytime i try to take a step in my life by myself you come in and make things sound so bad and just put me down for it. Why do i find myself constantly proving to you it gets so bloody tiring sometimes. Do you know how fucking shitty that feeling is? I wish you could have seen how things have been and then maybe you'll understand why i chose what i did. I cannot wait for school to start and hall life to begin becasue then i'll be able to escape from all these.

ive finallyq uit IRAS last friday!!!mixed feelings guess ill miss heading back there every morning and the company!!!was all that kept me gng there (: hahaha the two retarded guys and anniee.work at tp's gonna be more regular now i guess!which i really dontmind casue the whole gang is there!!plus edwardie and paupau,it makes work so much more enjoyable (: though tring,butt goood work out i guess,HAHHA.and we've planningsooo many events for tp somemore hahaha its really quite funnyyyy hurhur.i just hope they all actually get carried out.LOLS.last night was da bestttt!!heeee vallyyy edwina and i were blasting mambo and oldies music and singing and dancing to them while planning for our zoo outing and farewell partyy!! :(

YUPP so my mass comm orientation camp is the first week of july!!quite excitedddd but i only know oneee person from ac that's heading thereee :( but wheee i cant wait for sch to start too!!htough i know its gonna be damn hectic,but its gonna be so different from jc!pluss with the party girl cherylllll as my roomie,things are gonna be awesoe im suree (: well,i HOPE.hahahaha. sooo the weeks to my camp and start of sch will be spend enjoyinh myself and shopping for new clothess to fill my uni wardrobe!hurhur.

yeah but when school starts,it also means my lovelies are leavinggggg :( gonna miss jampok and laury like shittttt ad i better be able to come out from camp to send them off!!yeahh.alrightyyy think thats about it,a bit lazy to upload photos here,hahah so check them all out on fb!IM OFFFF to slack,hehh.LATERSS